I got a note from Joe and was inspired to come check up on you a little. I went thru your thread off and on over the weekend. I'm glad you're getting along well and H is giving you the affection you've been looking for. You have the patience of a saint; you know my patience for H ran out about the time he left you at the mall around Christmastime, which is a big reason I don't post to you much any more.
I also wanted to say something else after reading some of this thread. While you're gonna have to put the past behind you in order to make progress in the future, don't ever accept any equivalence between what you've done in your M (losing you temper, reading into H's expressions, even your EA) and what he's done (locking you in the laundry room, the scene when you tried to sleep in your bed, leaving you at the mall). You two aren't "even" by any stretch of the imagination. You're hanging in there and trying to make this work because that's what you want, not because you owe it to him since you've been just as wrong as him. Not a chance.
Having said all that, congratulations on your recent success! Keep doing more of what works...
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