Yeah - I feel sorry for myself about that way too much. Truth be told, when I am fun and flirty I may not get much immediate reaction but over a few days or so the mood seems lighter and better and eventually we are better synch too. Sometimes my ego gets in the way of allowing me to do this.
Last night we ML and neither of us were very into it. It started off fine and then the connection kinda broke down, H had a hard time coming and I did too. Conception sex - what a good time. The unfortunate thing is that my temp still didn't rise (and it should have today) so we really ought to go at it tonight too. I'm ok if we do or if we don't. We can't always cover the fertile window perfectly.