Well, all was NOT well last night. It was one of my W's worst nights. She drank too much and was REALLY sick. She said she was depressed and "could not do this" anymore. I don't know what that meant. All in all, it was ok. She got sick and then felt better. I just comforted her and really tried hard to not get into a conversation with her. Usually when I do at these times, it goes REALLY badly. She woke up this morning feeling terrible and vowing not to do that again. Knowing her, it won't happen for a long time. she hates to be drunk and especially like that.
Anyway, things are still ok. We are going to the beach with the kids today (spur of the moment decision by W) and she's wearing the ring. Actually, she hasn't taken it off since she put it on.
Lastly, one more thing that was pretty nice last night was I heard her talking to one of her friends on the phone and she was talking me up pretty good. She was talking up the fact that my business is finally getting successful (been about 7 years of struggle) and how it is really nice now that we aren't so stressed about money all the time. It was the first time I have ever heard her talk about me/my business as a success and that she was really happy about that. Just another little thing to smile about. I have ALWAYS believed in my business and myself professionally so I don't NEED her to feel that way, but it's really nice to hear.
As for me not being here anymore, I don't know if you've figured it out or not, but I am relatively immune to the the daily drama on these boards. I would hope like NYS and OT (yea, I have high aspirations) I would stick around and help when I can. That said, I AM NOT in a position to start thinking that things will be such that I don't need you all. This is a step in the process, but I don't have a CLUE if it is permanent. My W is trying. That's all she's said she's doing. When you try, you can fail. It's a fact I have to understand.
Thank you all for your continued support. It really means the world to me.
