Maybe, just maybe, could this be what she was trying to do in Ireland?????
Thanks OT. Maybe it is what she was trying to do. However, am I wrong in thinking ESPECIALLY with what's been going on that she should just tell me what she's doing instead of leaving it vague? Actually, I am beginning to realize that I am wrong because I am assuming SHE would think that I THINK all these paranoid things and thus be compelled to belay me those fears. For all I know, she somehow thinks I am not thinking these things. For my part, I guess I have not communicated my paranoia to any extent (for very good reason) so who knows. Anyway, it's not up to her to stop my paranoia, it's up to me. It's only up to her to make her choices and me to recognized them I guess.
