Pass the Dramamine...still on the roller coaster!

[StrongEnough]

Wow...I hadn't realized how long is has been since I posted an update. Well here it is:

THings are going great with the move. We are set to close on both properties at the beginning of June. Totally excited about that except for the mad rush to pack now.

We bought another camper. It is gorgeous. Just something else for us to be excited about.

I have finally had it with the weight issue. I was actually looking into liposuction and reconstructive surgery. I decided to pass on that (for now) and I joined Nutri System. I am waiting for my first shipment to get here. I am looking forward to relearning portion sizes and proper nutrition.

Things with H are good. A little distant, but good nonetheless. I suspect he is under an incredible amount of stress due to the move and preparing for it, as well as getting ready to transfer to a new store where he knows nobody. I am cutting him a lot of slack for his distance and his moods without suspicion.

Things with my mother have yet to improve. With the upcoming move my anxiety is through the roof. I had to come off the Xanax and go back on the Klonopin. I hate to do it but I cannot live day to day with the pressure in my chest and feeling like I am on edge and cannot breathe.

SO, that's about where I stand. I will try to catch up with everyone's sitchs today.

(((HUGS TO ALL)))

~SE