RE sooner1992 I've become increasingly apathetic about the whole situation......I'm ready to become a bit more proactive
Welcome back to the group. It seems like you have some things in common with MojoReturns. She left for a while, changed some of her thought processes. Her thread might be helpful to you.
constantly posting and reading posts from everyone else made it impossible for me to stop thinking about Sounds too familiar. Sometimes reading and trying ideas w/o success can get you down. BTDT.