I'm sorry you are down right now. There's something I'd like to point out to you though....not sure how helpful this is going to be, but gonna do it anyway. What I hear you describing, although wonderful in theory....sounds so much like what we experience in that "Honeymoon phase" of an R.
The Honeymoon phase of feelings does last for some people, but for the vast majority....that fades and reality sets in. What I hear from you is that you are focusing on that "honeymoon phase". That is sooooo very easy to do when things aren't the way you'd like them to be....and I'm guessing you didn't get the reception you'd hoped for when you arrived home?
Chrome, you guys ARE making progress....try to focus on that right now if you can. If your reception when you arrived home was much less than what you had hoped for....you might consider telling her. I remember this past October I had gone on a business trip for a week....I didn't even get an "I missed you" when I got home, I didn't get a kiss....nothing. It really hurt, then I got resentful....my mistake was not bringing it up sooner. It did come out in a C session, but if that happens again....I refuse to hold that in.
Hang in there, things ARE getting better Chrome...just remember that.
