Had a minorly difficult conversation on the phone with SO last night.
Yesterday he worked to coordinate some golf lessons at a local community college for the two of us and another couple. The next open class begins in early June, and SO went ahead and registered.
The other 3 of us did not register yet. I'm not too worried about it yet and will register in a week or so after I take care of some other bills and things. However, last night on the phone, SO made the some comments along the lines of:
I don't want this to be another one of those things we talk about doing but never do. I don't want this to be another "trip to Greece" thing, ya know?
In all honesty, this really pissed me off. In the 4 years we were together before the bomb, I never bailed on anything and I always did what I said I was going to do. As far as the trip to Greece goes, that was something we were making plans for when he dropped the bomb. We'd started a joint savings jar for it, and when I moved out, I took my half out of the jar.
I really had to bite my tongue on this one. I did NOT point out to him that I never stopped planning for Greece; the plans stopped when he ripped my heart out of my chest and handed it to me on a paper plate. (I'm just venting here!) I did not point out to him that it was OW2 Gigantor who was constanting making little social plans trying to fill up everyone's calendar, and that it was not my fault when other people didn't want to do all of her little social activities, both pre- and post-bomb. Whatever happened post-bomb had nothing to do with me.
But I didn't say a thing. He could tell I was irritated and he asked me about it. I told him it wasn't anything worth arguing or debating.
So, that's my update.
Funny thing. The more I write about it/think about it, the more agitated I become over it.
Interesting... Kind of proves the work I did in "Feeling Good".
(I'm just venting here!) I did not point out to him that it was OW2 Gigantor who was constanting making little social plans trying to fill up everyone's calendar, and that it was not my fault when other people didn't want to do all of her little social activities, both pre- and post-bomb. Whatever happened post-bomb had nothing to do with me. 
