Feeling Alone in my marriage

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Not sure what you are referring to. My D made the comment to me at night, and again the next day to my H. When he chuckled about it I made the comment that he wouldn't care.

Anyway, I was on meds when he left before. I spoke to my Dr who told me to wean off. I can start them up again as needed. I have worked on myself and am stepping it up a bit now. I am just frustrated that I do not get the same commitment from my H. Last night was better. He called at lunch and asked if I wanted to meet at a restaurant that I had suggested days earlier. That showed some effort on his part. And we were intimate as well. It is just too few and far between for my liking is all. And I know I should curb my tongue, sometimes it is just so hard. And he doesn't curb his. Yes, I am going to go back and reread the book, I need to. It was very helpful the first time. It is just so tiring. And I did work on myself VERY much and have made many strides. I just don't think it is reciprocated. Without truth and communication I don't see how it will last the test of time. Just my opinion.