I think we have all agreed that we got off on the wrong foot. I have not called you a troll, and I think that other people here would recind their calling you that. (BTW, you weren't being called a troll because you have different opinions, it's becuase people thought you were just here to make trouble).
I have openly invited you to reply to the posts. If you are not comfortable sharing your story with us that's one thing, but talking in cryptic half answers is not the way to get help here. If you want help you'll need to give a little more information. We're not here to judge, and it is helpful to understand where you are coming from. Perhaps you want to expand on this on your own thread?
Regards, Nicky
"There are two types of people -- those who come into a room and say, 'Well, here I am,' and those who come in and say, 'Ah, there you are.'"
Frederick Collins
