Ok...now that he's slept in your bed with you (sick or not) there's no reason for him to stop now is there? I'm so glad your friends H said what he did to you....it's really nice to hear that from someone isn't it? You need to keep his words in mind, you are so very much more than what you perceive yourself to be. Heck I can tell you that simply from this BB...and I've never seen your physical self, but I have seen your inner beauty....and I can tell you that you are a very special person.