You know, the more I think about what happened that night, the more I am inclined to think that if the idea hasn't come from his own mind, than it's just not happening. The kissing and stuff was okay, but that's all he intended to happen. Me asking him if he wants a BJ probally just put the spoils on what was supposed to be an intimate moment that doesn't have to lead to anything sexually (what I have been trying to explain to him all along, look at me going and breaking all the rules)
Now Saturday turned out to be a great afternoon...he has it planned in his head we would ML during naptime and all went well
The spontaneous ML thing is not where we are at yet. I dont' think we are at a place where it can "just happen". Although H is not the dominate type, he likes me to take charge of sex, he definitely likes to be in control of when.
OVerall it was a good weekend. I hope everyone has a good weekend too!
And thanks for thinking about me Chrissy!
Nicky
"There are two types of people -- those who come into a room and say, 'Well, here I am,' and those who come in and say, 'Ah, there you are.'"
Frederick Collins
