hey, I'll e-mail you shortly. Just been putting a few things together.
Had one heck of a dream last night. Kinda funny in parts.
For some reason I was a part time cop in the dream. I was out looking for something and was introduced to this young woman (just my type, my wife used to call me the serial dater cause all my previous girlfriends looked the same) So I'm getting to know her and all of a sudden my wife has shown up and is right in the middle of us and shutting her down hard. I'm a bit shocked but ok with it. We go to a party and our marriage has suddenly become affectionate.
Anyway this dream really made me realize something about my wife that I have always known but never really thought about. Her lack of self esteem is only overshadowed by her extreme competetiveness. Wierd mix huh.
When I was a single guy there was more than once that she stole me away from another girl. I think she used to do it as a challenge.
When our marriage was real bad she was looking for another wife for me. A couple of times she had actually picked one out. I see this as a big self esteem issue. But there have been times when another woman was flirting with me and she went a liitle ballistic.
She is very posssesive and protective of me.
So just thinking aloud here. No course of action. Just thoughts.
