I spent the weekend with my H and it was good. We started talking about rearranging some of the furniture when I bring back the furniture that I took for my apt. It was a good feeling - rebuilding. I still expect my H to recommit to our M by way of renewing our vows, but for now, we are moving forward. This has been a long and difficult journey and we still have a long way to go, but I believe that the journey will be easier with my best friend traveling with me.
I'm going home.....wish me luck!!!
I'll still be here on the board. Hopefully to encourage others and probably at times asking for encouragement for myself.