I'm totally comfortable in the daylight and in the nightime. I decided to go home for no other reason than my lease is up in my apartment and since he is living in "MY" house (pre-marital asset), I think I should go home.
To my H's credit, he has done so much to regain my trust. All I have to do is hint that I need something, and it's taken care of for me. He reassues me that he loves me, truely remorseful, can't believe he let himself get into this mess, etc, etc. Just a quick update, my H and I have been married for 3 years. Shortly after our first year anniversary, he became involved with someone 20 years younger than him. The A went on for a year and a half, and we've been separated for a year. Not much of M to build on. I told him last night that he was my best friend, but he has absolutely sucked as a H.
Anyway, to answer your question. I am comfortable single or married. In the daylight and at night. Let me throw this one out there. Did I fall in love with the person that my H let me see? Does he have a "darker" side that is now becoming more apparant to me? Just a thought. What do you all think?
