It's me again, remember me? Gwyn? HELP!!!!!

[StrongEnough]

I won't even try to interpret your dreams but I will tell what you are going through is normal. I went through the same thing when H and I got back together. It's easier for us to forgive and move on when aren't faced with the betrayer every single day. Reliving those memories. Reliving the pain and devastation. It brings with it a certain amount of negativity and in turn we get anxious and have panic attacks. I went through panic attacks so bad that initially I needed 2-3 mg of Xanax and a paper bag to stop them.

Read around here in piecing. We all struggle with the demons. Piecing is very difficult. It DOES get easier with time, patience, love, understanding and open communication. Hang in there, you can do it........

~SE