By saying that you're still too emotionally dependent on him, all I was referencing was that you've been letting your need to feel his love get in the way of your decisions.
It's funny, because my sexuality has also been getting in the way of my decisions, because I keep trying to initiate ML with my W when we're snuggling, and she doesn't want that, so I shouldn't be pressuring her.
The LORD is near to all who call on him, to all who call on him in truth." (Psalm 145:18)
