I totally understand your perspective. I too, can have multiple o's with ease. I can shake with desire at an accidental touch and have been able to o sitting at my desk at work with just some well aimed thoughts and some kegels. Like you, I was LD in a prior R. When we had sex, I did o and o'd easily. I just didn't particularly want to touch H or have him touch me. I think my LD was more a case of denying any desires I felt due to the sitch. I got very good at stuffing them down. After the initial shock of the D wore off I remember getting so crazy horny I just couldn't believe it. I had forgotten that I had it in me. I didn't have anyone in my life but boy my body knew what it wanted.
