Well, things have been happening in the Sparky household. There's been a couple of times I think I've actually caught my tail! I bit the bullet the other night. I couldn't sleep and was up watching crappy tv til the wee hours. I thought I might surprise H and go up to bed and start something. He was dead to the world but not for long! We had a great time and H was so happy the next day he bordered on being annoying! lol
Don't know how or why (maybe it's the combination of excercise, herbs and mindset) but it seems like a lot of 'baggage' got put away that night. I am feeling closer to H and really want to try to make him happy. I'm starting to feel the good feelings and getting rid of the bad ones. Yesterday I initiated again. The kids were downstairs and at one stage we had to stop and start again, but it worked out fine...eventually. I think we need to get the kids babysat more. No, I know that we do!
I am really going to try to keep a positive attitude and lay all the old stuff to rest - for good. I have to.
It can't come quickly enough
And now you've spent your life
Waiting for this moment
And when you finally saw it come
It passed you by and left you so defeated.
Scissor Sisters - 'It Can't Come Quickly Enough'
