Fran,

I have been taking Vitex now for about 3 weeks and I have to say, even over such a short period, it has made noticable difference. My pmt is nowhere near as bad, practically had no pimples I feel better in general. I would definitely recommend taking it to any woman with a possible hormone problem. Never heard of Sepia but will look it up.

H and I are getting on much better now. We took the kids to the pub for dinner (next time, no kids) and had a good talk in bed after. Not R talk, just about stuff. It was good.

Funny thing. This morning while watching tv (I was stuffed after mowing the lawn), I had this feeling, the only way to explain it is like a loving feeling, and something was saying to me 'there's nothing wrong with H wanting to touch you, in fact, you want him to and it's nice'. Even weirder, I believe it. Maybe I should mow the lawn more often . It's the strangest thing. I'm sitting here right now and I wish H would come home from work coz I just want to cuddle him. After the events of the weekend, I am amazed. (No, I am not on any sort of medication, prescribed or otherwise )

You wrote a good analogy Fran and you're right. I would do those things and H deserves that from me too.

Don't get me wrong, things aren't all sunshine and roses, I mean, what is it with kids sticking things in dvd players anyway???, but I'm feeling more positive that I will get out of my 'rut'.

Blackie, I have been thinking about this. I reckon I would get turned on if H did clean the toilet regularly. Don't know what it would do for him though

Well, who knows how I will feel tomorrow, but I'll cross that bridge when I get to it.



Dazed and confused but oddly happy...

It can't come quickly enough And now you've spent your life Waiting for this moment And when you finally saw it come It passed you by and left you so defeated. Scissor Sisters - 'It Can't Come Quickly Enough'