Corri, your post is exactly where I was about 12 months ago.

Now, the resentment and anger has dissipated somewhat, but I am having a lot of trouble with the sex part. I don't look forward to it, it's not exciting and it feels like a chore - something that has to be done to keep things running smoothly. I don't get turned on, so how can it be a satisfying encounter for either of us emotionally or physically?

I feel my body has let me down and my brain isn't far behind.



It can't come quickly enough And now you've spent your life Waiting for this moment And when you finally saw it come It passed you by and left you so defeated. Scissor Sisters - 'It Can't Come Quickly Enough'