I think the thing that bothered me last night is that HE is the one who initiated. He was hard and initiated but then wants me to arouse him enough to get past his awkwardness and be able to 'show' his desire. Phooey.

Normally I am physically horny enough to do just this and it turns out fine. Last night I was physically horny enough but not horny enough to make it past his little boy comments, combined with his comPLETEly lackluster initiation.

Understand that I am just venting, folks, but damn I'd love to be with a MAN today.