Update:

Going well here!
H and I are plodding along, trying to buy a house, my dad is officially dying (they have started hospice ), and the kids are still heathens.
Our SL has been erratic, with both of us hoping that the other has some heat to bring. Sometimes that happens, other times (like last night) I just roll over and go to sleep, unwilling to get him and myself revved. The sadness from my dad is overwhelming; I don't have it in me.

On a more positive note, my physical fitness routine is going great! Down around 10 lbs, making good headway towards actually getting into my pre-preg clothes. Can't believe I haven't achieved this sooner.

I am expecting my sex drive to spike once that happens..I think being physically unfit affects our drives more than we realize. H is starting to work out also and I'm anxious to see what effect it has on him. It's funny...I looked fine before but in MY mind, I didn't look hot. I'm sure that affected my behavior greatly.

Anyway, I wanted to check in and say howdy. Pray for me and mine, wouldja.

I feel like going out and getting sh*tfaced so that must mean that the stress is getting to me!

Take care guys....