Becca's, Always14 and SE's weight loss thread.

[StrongEnough]

I don't think there was a trigger. I was just going about my day. I know I've gotten some things accomplished...but somehow I still feel like a failure, a loser, etc. It seems like everyday just keeps going by and it's the same old thing. I like to think I'm making progress around here, but painting one hallway and thoroughly cleaning isn't a whole lot.

As for the weight, I know I'm remembering that massive, quick loss and I know it wasn't healthy and I wouldn't want to go through that again. But, I am soo tired of looking in the mirror and seeing what I see. Honestly, I gross myself out. Maybe my trigger was caving in on that stupid bread. I think it's going down the garbage disposal. It isn't worth having around.

Things are still ok with H. He's having a rough day. Tonight is his last night away from home. Thank goodness for that.

Sorry I'm such a drag today......I hope to be better tomorrow.

~SE