Anything trigger this? You're beautiful...remember that...we're all trying to get healthy for ourselves, and we WILL. I think you're remembering losing 40lbs in 1 month, and that isn't gonna happen again (hopefully never under those circumstances). We're all gonna take this 1 step at a time, and come out just fine.
You've been having a string of good days with H, you're getting lots done and are moving to a beautiful home and will sell your current one for boats of $$.
You're tough, I know you're gonna get through this...you're doing so well. You can't stay in bed all day---we need you here!!!!