well I believe that I told you before the mans mental state controls the R. So if you think it is like having sex w/hooker it will be. ..... .... ....
mmm.
Eys wide open orgasam? Not a chance. There is no connection Well x and I had huge EC (at one time) and very sexually experimental. This eyes wide open orgasm. Thats .... so intense. Do you think thats SOP? We both wanted it at various times and it was still screamingly difficult. for both of us. Cripes Cemar, is this one of your needs? suddenly I get the feeling you watch to much porn.
She sucks all the fun out of it. As I was saying before most SSM IMO, are power struggles. I get this overwhelming sense that you want/need/must dominate your W. Well it sounds like you have and she has still managed to take what you thought you wanted and beat you with it. This eyes wide open Oing just reinforces my opinion.
She basically does the minimum to get herself to orgasam and me to orgasam Sounds like she is pretty good at it then. Or at least efficient. Has her body and emotions disconnected. That takes a lot of trauma and work.
Its a very interesting dynamic you have going on there.
