Quote: That's when I realized that perhaps something was going on with me. Of course, my dad is dying so that doesn't help matters.
HP...
Just had a thought, related to your last post. I'm wondering if at least part of the problem might be that for a long time, H needed YOU, but now things have switched around to YOU needing HIM, and... he's not there. With your father dying and all, no doubt you're needing some pretty heavy emotional support, and it doesn't sound like you're getting it. Could that be at least part of the reason for your E-detached feeling?