Balto,

Yes I am back got back yesterday late afternoon just before s11 got home from school. S11 had a hard time with me being gone for 7 days. So I spent most of the evening cuddling with him. Hence not much time to respond to your post.
I am fine thank you for thinking of me.
My frame of mind is a little more rested. So hopefully I will not be so all over the place for at least a few days lol.

I have got tons of housework to do so catching up will be slow around here. Plus track and two kids in baseball in two different counties will be filling my evenings. I also start my job next week so my days will be a bit fuller for a while and I wont have as much time to just ponder the bad.

Nothing really changed on the marriage front but I did not expect it to in a week.
I do plan on sitting down with the H one day this week and trying to have a long talk. I just need to get it sorted out in my head how to say what I mean in a way he can understand it.

Again thank you for thinking of me
I will have more time in the next few days to get everyone caught up and caught up on everyone else.

Hope you have a good day!