I want to be free to be allowed to be who I want to be or am. I want exceptance. I want peace. I want to give up my life of dreed and feelings of doom. I want to be able to embrace life and thank God for every day I wake up.
I just don't know how to get there. Because all those things I push out of my mind are my reality and don't simply evaporate into silence. My kids are mine to think of first for the next 7 years. Others people feelings are mine to consider in making of my decisions. There are so many external factors that simply cannot be pushed aside.
