I love him for the strength of his love for me. But I do not share that strength of love. And I know it so it leaves me feeling pity and empathy for him which keeps me trying to find something more in our relationship.
- Ahhhhhh! I screeched to a halt at "pity and empathy." The last line. Ain't gonna happen, finding something more in the R if this is how you feel. Pity. Empathy. Man killers. Leads to straying...finding strength...assuredness elsewhere. No no no no.
Please thought stop this. Role reverse. Imagine if you knew he looked at you with pity. Kinda pizzes ya off, huh? Now, at some T and XY chromosome and triple the feeling. He wants to be DA MAN for you.
From now on, no "P" word. Or my head will pop. (to use another P word) Sheesh Chrissy.. Whew.
-Stigmata-
The difference between a warrior and an ordinary man is the warrior views everything as a challenge; the ordinary man views everything as either a blessing or a curse.
-Yaqui shaman Don Juan-
...and that holds 2x true for nice guy wussies, DJ