Old age is so sad.

[Chrissy]

Ran to get my son and while in the car the words unalone keep playing in my mind.

Maybe that is my problem right now I feel so totally alone.
And yes I could pick up the phone and speak to OM and that feeling would disapate to some degree but the problem is I want my H to be the one to be able to make me feel not alone.
Odds are not in favor of that ever happening.

So maybe like Blackie said I am all over the place right now and tomorrow I will be more able to stuff and except that what is is.