Hey Grateful and Hope-

Thanks for the feedback...i am so confused right now, i don't know whether i am coming or going.

Hope - I know that i have to put my foot down and confront him about his mixed messages...my cousin's wife said the same thing to me last night...that these certainly aren't the actions of a man that wants to get D. I did try to say to him on Sunday that none of this makes sense - he tells me how much he misses me and how a big part of him still wants this to work - and then sends me those D papers. He said he knew it didn't make sense...maybe he doesn't even know why he does it. I don't know. But you are right, i have nothing more to lose. I just wish I could make out what the F he is thinking!!!

I will think about what you said. And try to figure out if i can get up the nerve to confront him.