Corri-- I know you're having your own issues, and (while I don't have anything really helpful to say) I do sympathize and and am hopeful that you will find your way. And I especially appreciate your trying to help me when you're feeling so down yourself. Really, use whatever energy/time you can muster on yourself. When you're feeling better (and you will) maybe you'll be able to help point me in the right direction.
That said -- and really -- you don't need to respond, if you're not up to it -- I kind of like the idea of tending the spiritual side of my life. Not sure how to go about it, though. I guess, if I get out of work early enough, I could go to services tonight. I was attending morning prayers for a while, and that did have a calming, uplifting effect on me (though I refused to actually go up on the stage to say the prayers -- makes me too uncomfortable). But I'm not sure that 's what you mean....
But as I said earlier, take care of yourself. You've already given me so much and I appreciate it more than I can say.
