talking to myself:

I haven't really adressed this before. But X has a serious anger management issue. I've been having a hard time at work (mostly the adjustments and issues that come with moving to a new department). I'm doing my best to address the issues and enlist support of higher ups. But it can be very difficult, because my ex-boss (who's furious that I left her department) takes every opportunity to constantly harrass me.

So I'm tough at work, but when I come home, I'm depressed and withdrawn.
Which, for some reason infuriates X. In fact, last night, he picked up a heavy marble bookend and threatened to bash my head in with it.

I told him that if he ever did that again, I would call the police and he would find himself in jail, starting a *close personal relationship* with his new cellmate, Bubba.

But sometimes, I think he's just plain pyscho. Which, yes, I know, doesn't speak well of me in staying with him.


L.