What the hell happened to make you flip out like this? All right that is IT. No more handling you with kid gloves, Frank.
It's a phase, it'll pass. It's the 'other' battle I'm fighting. The one I was fighting the past few years. Depression, anxiety. Sometimes my interactions with HER trigger that battle and then I'm destabilized for a few hours. That's where this anxiety is coming from. I NEED. Still working on that one.
Quote: Frank, instead of raging against this, maybe you could embrace it for the gift it may very well end up to be.
I'm not raging, I'm whining. Big difference. I'm in a very insecure mood, and I'm "constructing all kinds of scenarios in my head".
I'm nowhere NEAR where I was a week or so ago after she 'cut me off' from the emotional connection.
As usual, I do need a good thrashing from you. It is sooo hard for me to believe she cares sometimes because I don't get the 'processing' part.
Well, like I said, I'm nowhere near 'giving up' or angry at her. Just having a sudden anxiety attack and being too analytical. I'll be ok. I just need to hear positive stuff right now.
Thanks for the clarification about her side of things. It helps.
