You know Frank I wonder at times if waiting is the wrong thing to do.
Just sometimes.
I think to myself like tonight while all alone in a one bedroom apartment what am I doing. Then the next second, well you get the picture.
Is waiting the right thing to do or shocking my wife with papers. Just a thought. But I guess you have to be prepaired to move along if you are going to do that. But is that DB'ing success or failure.
I just think at a certain time on my clock I should throw in the towel and go be happy. After only 1 month of truly detaching I should stop crying over this. Its only been since December 05 and that is nothing compaired to others. OM,? Frank, cant say it would have been good. Glad I did not go through that for sure. So I will see what tomorrow brings and move forward. The hardest part is could tommorrow be the day or not? There is always tomorrow...
