Quote: But do press on. The good guys do always win, right?
We can always redefine 'winning' to suit our situation. If winning means to get divorced and then move on to a new life with a broken family in the hopes that it will be a happier life, then I'm winning!
She did ask me to go for a power walk with her this morning so I did. We just got back. Most of what we talked about was 'How should she file her taxes in 2006 since we won't be divorced yet?" and her anxieties about her new career moves. She wasn't looking for support, just needed to talk about it. She has it all planned out, her life, her career. She got a 'reading' from her 'destiny cards' while at her friends this past weekend and they told her it was all going to work out for her. And she said they have been right so far in her past few months. Isn't that great?
She's very emotionally detached from any feelings for me. It comes across in her voice and her tone. I'm sure me being down about the changes in her attitude isn't helping. I wish I didn't care.