Well, just got home around 10:30. D10 was up - she was missing me. W was geting ready for bed. I went and Said good nite to D10 and she felt better.
W reheated dinner for me, gave me no hug or anything - although she did rub my shoulders but asked if it was 'ok', and was she 'annoying me'? Very uncomfortable. Don't know why. So I felt weird and I'm real tired. I think she feels bad that I didn't get work done over the weekend because of her schedule. I wasn't angry about it so she shouldn't be either. Old behavior though.
She didn't sit with me when I ate, she just said goodnite and went to her room, got in bed and turned off the lites. Ok, she's tired, no problem. Before she went to her room I asked her if she was feeling uncomfortable around me or something and she said she was just tired.
AFter I ate my plate of food, I knocked on her door to tell her good nite and thanks for making dinner. I bent down and said "I'm gonna kiss you on the forehead!" and then I did.
I said "You didn't mind that I did that did you?" and she said "It's up to me to tell you my boundaries and I'm ok with it". I said I'm just making sure I'm respecting her boundaries since they have been changing.
This is so friggin weird. I have no idea how to act with her since she changed her behavior so completely last week. So now I'm coming across as not confident. But then, so is she. I could sense that she wasn't sure what was 'ok' and where I was at. Was I mad? Was I tired? She couldn't tell.
I dunno. I got to go to bed. Since she wasn't upset about me kissing her I'll conclude that she's not totally done with me - today.
