Well said, I can relate to everything in your post. It's very clear to me what I should be doing.
I especially like this:
Quote: Focus on work, your house, your fun. Focus on you and what a great catch of a H you are. You need to keep saying this to yourself at least 100 times a day. Think of all the great things you did in your M for her, and now. How patient you are, and how worthy you are of her love and of a great M. It will come to you, but don't chase it. Just act like you deserve it in every action. Take back the control to your emotions.
