I hesitate sometimes to post some of the things I have been...but I do try not to get too explicit. Don't want anyone else suffering unnecessarily.
Right now the only thing I feel I can do are the things I have control over....and of course that's my own behavior. For too long I've allowed that part of me to be smothered. I believe if my H is going to get past his issues....he's going to have to also accept me for who I am, SD and all.
So perhaps if I just let loose he'll begin to see that what he'd been hiding from me isn't so odd/strange/disgusting/unattainable afterall. Time will tell.
Oh...I also told him I have come to a decision on how to handle his snoring so that it will benefit me. Since he vibrates the bed so much and keeps me awake I told him from now on.....I'm just going to sit on his face and reap the benefits....I'm awake anyway aren't I? It'll dull the noise....and my vibrator won't run out of batteries!
He just laughed at me. But now at least he genuinely laughs...and doesn't clam up.
