Hi GEL, I am back and checking in on you... I know you will be going through an emotional rollercoaster for awhile...anxiety, sadness, anger...and wish I could fast forward time for you. You amaze me with your ability to "jump back on ship" after this breach of trust...really shows how much you want to work this out with H, and I am hoping he is on board with you. With you he has a chance to work through his intimacy issues and grow as a person...just hoping he can do it. It does sound like you both have broken down some walls to have a weekend of passionate sex, and hopefully that in turn will provide the impetus for him to work on his communication and character issues. I think you have to take things a day at a time... of course I am wishing for a happy ending here...personally, I think you are going to move forward regardless of the outcome...you take with you integrity, patience and love.
