Hi Always, I stumbled upon your thread and was truely inspired. (You can visit me under infidelity)
The last two weeks I have been learning how to detach and be happy once again. It is a long road but I think the best one for us to follow.
I will keep up with you and your progress and post again when I can.
P.S. I too love to read, do you like James Patterson? I just finished The Fifth Horseman - very good read. Another good book is Kill the Messenger by Tami Hoag.