Need a hug? Mega Hug??? Other than snooping to start with (but who hasn't?), you've done mahhhvvelouss! He's back pedaling, feeling guilty, making up for what he's done, nervous, afraid of what you will do. And you are Ms Cool. That's fine, and even though you are dealing with so many feelings and emotions right now, stay cool. But do not get cold hearted. There is a difference.
Do you do any IM stuff?
Live your life while you are still living. Riding the trail less traveled.