Always- I love the self discovery and realization path you are on. It is so good to be able to admit your faults, see them as wrong and work to change them. At the same time though, you really do seem to be beating yourself down a bit. Almost as if you are constantly looking at yourself in a bad light. Lighten up a bit on yourself. Everything you are doing are positive steps, give yourself pats on the back to balance out the self-analyzation.
I could be way off, and sorry if I am, it's just the impression that I get from your posts.
You are doing good and you deserve a hug. So, here it is:
(((((((((HUG)))))))))
~SE
I'm moving on...at last I can see...life has been patiently waiting for me.
Me-32 WAH-35 DD-11 DS-4 H left 11-03 Piecing- 12/04 WAH again- 03/07 Married 12 years Divorce final May 15, 2007