Love where you're at. Detached but not disconnected. Love how you're focused on being, not outcomes.
I'm on another side of the fence at the moment. Not sure how relevant it might be to you, but for a long time I felt I was just "being" true to myself, just living and let live, but recently saw it was more like I was still waffling without any clear direction or intent.
Am now refocusing on things I need to do in order to live as I desire. Being true to myself and others and achieving my outcomes.
I so admire, respect, and feel for you looking upon your situation as a test.