Quote: I hope you are doing the right thing, and that you are wise enough to do it the right way.
Thank you, 2nd.
In the past couple of weeks you, Corri, and a woman I had been dating have given me greater clarity.
I'm not 100% where I need to be yet, at some point I will have to have a conversation with Robin (the woman of my dreams) about perceptions versus reality. Will have to find a way to relate to her with integrity at the level that she states (friendship). Not at the level that I percieve she needs or desires. (love and intimacy).
And I will have to find a way to ensure my own needs are being met even more effectively, without being a victim of my own fears and desires...
But that's a little further done the road. I have enough on my mind at the moment.
Today is the first day I am consciously directing my self with a flexible plan, specific focus, inviolate standards, and long term view.
Today is the first day I have some reliable feelings about the future of my family. Feelings that I know I can control.
Today I have even more certainty of what I need to do for myself, and the beginnings of certainty about what I must do for our kids, and also do for Robin.
I am seeing how I can give them more of the things they want and need. How I can serve them better, without imposing myself upon them.
