I think your list should be magnified and put someplace on the main page of this forum.
I don't have expectations mind you, but a positive expectancy that soon we will have another success story to share; and it doesn't matter hopw soon it happens I just see it coming. And by success I don't mean getting the WAS back, no; I mean success in taking destiny by the horns, turning the tables around and doing something that's considered impossible to do - changing oneself.
Well, in fact I think most of the women on this board are already envious towards your W (such as what did she do to deserve this loyalty) But anyway, go, don't stress yourself too much thinking that it's your chance to make it or break it, because we are standing right behind you every step of the way no matter what results are. The main requirement is have fun!
Dragon
To get through the darkest period of the night, act as if it is already morning.
The Talmud