Look man, do NOT beat yourself up about that. In all honesty, I think you handled yourself extremely well....you are allowed to have these conversations now and again. You are human, you have feelings. You have not failed in the least and to me, you're still a DBing hero. Quite honestly, if I could attain you're level of rolling with the punches, maybe I wouldn't be as conflicted 90% of the time.



"Achieve success, but without vanity; Achieve success, but without aggression; Achieve success, but without gain; Achieve success, but without force." Lao Tzu