Hey SE...thought I would post and pull your thread back up.
I know you're having a blue day today...things will get better. Sometimes the weight of everything hits all at once...but at least these days are further and further apart, pretty soon it will only be a distant memory.
You've been a great friend to me and so many here. Thank you so much. Keep hanging in there...if you need to chat, live, I can give you my email or phone.
