New Year, New Life, New Me...New Thread!

[StrongEnough]

Good morning. I got early yet once again so I am already painting. Woohoo. It's the stairs to the basement and the walls are really high....can you say FEEL THE BURN??? LOL

Had a minor fallout with H last night. He was out partying with the other people from school (male and female) doing shots and all that nonsense. It irked me because he said he wasn't there to party and if they all wanted to party he would take that night to come home and visit. Well, he didn't. So, we talked about it and he said "Fine, I will go sit in hotel room and do nothing". I told him that wasn't what I was asking of him. To go have fun with his new friends and I will deal with the insecurities since they were mine. His theory was he created the insecurities and it was his fault. Ugh....I didn't want it to be a who takes the blame conversation. Actually, I didn't want to get into it at all but he could tell there was something wrong. So, now I feel like a jerk. I told him my biggest issue was that even though he had begun an EA with OW the night they crossed that line, we were all here drinking and hanging out. So, I guess I associate bad things with his drinking.

So, strike one for me. Handled it poorly. He called this morning and seemed to be in an ok mood.......a bit hungover....lol....

~SE